Stupid Decissions

Sometimes in our lives we make some of the dumbest decissions and although we know it's wrong, we still do it. As a teenager I was one of the most wreckless and I lived life like I didn't have a care in the world. I was what I like to call "a Maury wild teen poster child". Ever watch one of those episodes? That was me. I did it all, from drinking to smoking weed to cutting school, staying out late, sleeping around, pretty much everything you could possibly imagine. I am not proud of the things I have done, but I like to share my experiences and hopefully get it out there that those things are NOT cool. I had got myself into some situations that could have turned out a lot worse than what actually happened. I even got pregnant when I was 16. It was all mostly because I hated my moms boyfriend. He was horrible to me. All I can remember since I was 10 was him calling me names because I was a little over weight and putting me down all the time. Meanwhile, he was your typical 300 lbs. Italian. I made these stupid decisions to get back at my mother but also because it seemed to be the only way I could step out of reality and into a world where I was free. I didn't have many friends. The only person that friended me was the girl that got me involved in a lot of the stuff I did. Although she friended me and got me involved in a lot of bad things, she was always by my side when I needed her. I was the most hated girl in school and got picked on and tourchered because of these stupid decisions. If you make a decision, be sure to be ready to handle the consiquences, but also be prepared to make changes to better yourself to never make those same decisions.